Running over the past days has been pretty good. I was able to run my 1.5 embarrassment in 12:44. Still defiantly not where I want to be, but at least I would wave if I saw someone I knew instead of hide in the bushes til they passed.
We came to visit my aunt and uncle in Tampa for the week. I brought all my running stuff so I didn't give myself any excuses. (Remember, I need ALL 29 weeks!) The first day I was here, I bailed. I intended to run, but after the drive and blah, blah, excuse, excuse, I didn't. Sooooo, Tuesday I knew I had to not only run, but increase my distance. Really 1.5 miles? That's not even really a warm up for a half marathon. I know I need to train slowly, but I don't do slowly very well. I jump in with both feet, even if I break them on the landing. I tied my shoes and set out for a run. I have no idea how far I'm going because I haven't done the mileage for a course. I judged my distance by songs on my player. I got back to the house feeling pretty good, but worried I didn't go very far. My time was 18:22. I prayed out loud that it wasn't 1.5 miles. I was preparing my excuses, the heat, the sun was in my eyes, there was a rock in my shoe...but the I saw how far I had run. I had run 2.3 miles. That still isn't far but I was proud of my time.
So today, I needed to run at least 3 miles. I decided to map out a course before hand. I tied my shoes and headed out. I was enjoying the music and looking at all the beautiful homes. The heat was pretty bad but every now and then there was a breeze. The run started getting pretty difficult and there was a part of me that was about to walk when my best friend showed up.
You can call me crazy, but you'll have to wait in a long line. When I run God talks to me. He is my biggest cheerleader when I am my worst enemy. I so wanted to stop, when He said, "You can do this because I am here running with you." I got chill bumps in 100 degree weather. Tears came to my eyes and a smile on my face.
The voices in my head that were dreaming up excuses to stop and telling me I couldn't do it were quiet. They were gone. Before you think "it was probably endorphins", I know it wasn't. I have ran my whole life. I know what that feels like. This was not endorphins. Compare endorphins to eating a tic tac when your hungry. That is the best way I can describe it.
Today I ran over 3 miles. I have no idea my time. I forgot to stop my watch because I was enjoying my company. My body is tired but my spirit could fly.
I look forward to my runs now more than ever because I get to run with my best friend!
Woot Woot! God talks to me when I run too. Ill never tell but there is a chance I have run with my arms in the air with just the right worship tune blaring on my ipod!
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